As you know Bloggie, I'm not blogging for two days .. And two days have its own story .. On Sunday .

  I played guitar , so well ! I really proud of myself ! But, that night, I dream something bad and hurt.. I dream A**y with V-V couple . When I woke up, I really feel like want to cry . I just forget it and go to school with a confused feeling.. I just quiet and make a fake smile .. I started my day with my sleepy eyes and boring face . I really hate that feelings! So, that day is a really tired day ..  On that day again, I go to sleep as usual .. When I'm sleep, I dream a same dream like before .. But this time, He is with my sissy .. When I woke up, I really can't walk .. I felt like no energy . I go to school as usual *yesterday* and I'm really no mood .. My friend come and see me and say : Joyce, why your face pale? : I don't reply her .. I just do my work ... I don't talk much that day .. I really weak .
  Just now, I know I will saw my sissy . So, before I go downstairs, I bit my lips . I know I'm pale . I still weak . When I go downstairs, I found my sissy and say hello to me . My fake smile out again .. I know they don't realize my pale face . I'm still looking for him . But I don't saw him .. I'm weak and weak .. I just say to myself : Joyce, you're hungry . that's why you're weak.. : When recess time, I eat much that I can .. my money, I brought RM7 at school and it's finished by me . All I know now is . eat .eat . eat . So that, I can forget it .. But I still can't .


  I know I'm not perfect and stupid girl , so why not I'm like this ?


Sincerely.
Joy

As you know Bloggie, I'm not blogging for two days .. And two days have its own story .. On Sunday .

  I played guitar , so well ! I really proud of myself ! But, that night, I dream something bad and hurt.. I dream A**y with V-V couple . When I woke up, I really feel like want to cry . I just forget it and go to school with a confused feeling.. I just quiet and make a fake smile .. I started my day with my sleepy eyes and boring face . I really hate that feelings! So, that day is a really tired day ..  On that day again, I go to sleep as usual .. When I'm sleep, I dream a same dream like before .. But this time, He is with my sissy .. When I woke up, I really can't walk .. I felt like no energy . I go to school as usual *yesterday* and I'm really no mood .. My friend come and see me and say : Joyce, why your face pale? : I don't reply her .. I just do my work ... I don't talk much that day .. I really weak .
  Just now, I know I will saw my sissy . So, before I go downstairs, I bit my lips . I know I'm pale . I still weak . When I go downstairs, I found my sissy and say hello to me . My fake smile out again .. I know they don't realize my pale face . I'm still looking for him . But I don't saw him .. I'm weak and weak .. I just say to myself : Joyce, you're hungry . that's why you're weak.. : When recess time, I eat much that I can .. my money, I brought RM7 at school and it's finished by me . All I know now is . eat .eat . eat . So that, I can forget it .. But I still can't .


  I know I'm not perfect and stupid girl , so why not I'm like this ?


Sincerely.
Joy