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Anti-social

Written at Saturday, 3 August 2013 | back to top

Bello.

I think I will be an Anti-social-lover forever. Why? Because everything will end like a trash whenever I want to be friendly and give everyone a sweet smile. You know what? This is peoples. Peoples are always unpredictable.

When I try to be like Sher, Kim, Lydia, Veron, Jess and more, I'm always the worst ever. I learn from them how to say HI.. how to smile with peoples.. how to chat with peoples with a sweet voice or smile. Just.. I cannot success. I think I should go back to my OWN world, The Anti-Social-lover.

-Sighhhh- I got a pmr trial on Friday, and it's a Maths subject. It's not because I don't know the question but I just want to try if them (boys) will teach me like the other girls too. Before the test, I go to SYL (not a real name) 's table . I said like this "Hi, mind to teach me? How is this?" With a not-good-manner, and even not look at the question, he reply "I don't know."
And I was just like.. I'm such A BIG FAT CHICKEN LOSER. I don't look at anyone. I just hate his manner. I forgive him at first, but then I saw he teach other peoples 30 minutes before the test. I feel bad.. SO BAD.

I tell Choi about it, and she said "Don't be sad, he's just jealous to you because you always got Top 3 in class and the latest exam, you got number 1. Don't worry, I'm getting hate him, his manner is not like his face."

I cannot be friendly. Just I CAN'T
There's more stories, but I don't want to write anymore, :(

Yours never,
Joyce.

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Anti-social

Written at Saturday, 3 August 2013 | back to top