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Written at Saturday, 8 February 2014 | back to top

Hi all :) Whoah it's 2014 already right? :D 
    I have a lot of SAD story in the early 2014. It's like, It's not my year, baby.
It's been almost a year I'm crushing on him. I still remember the first time I saw my crush, he's the first perfect guy that I ever seen. His perfect eyes, perfect nose, perfect lips and all perfect. He's the most stunning guy I ever met. When I became head-over-heels to him, I feel like the butterflies attack my stomach whenever I saw him. Do you know what? I'm just a typical girl that really fell in love with someone. But then one day I'd knew that he's crushing on someone THAT REJECT HIM. I mean, no way right? It's impossible the most perfect guy like you and you just like... REJECTING him. I just know it I mean, I felt it right; that the girl like him also.. And they're just shy to confess. 
       Well of course, I won't give up. I don't lose hope. And I say to myself, hell no! I would NEVER give up. But one day.. I reflect my appearance in front of the mirror and the first think I do is; sigh. I feel so down after that day, I mean when you look at the mirror and then compare yourself with the girl that he's crushing on which i don't know if he still but , We're just different! She's more pretty, pretty skin, pretty alls, ; the most perfect couple if they really be together in the future or i don't know if they already in relationship. To in love with someone that don't know if you ever exist is just hell-like-feel. 
         And the moment I see all my best friends become a beautiful girls and getting pretty, just make me down again. Sometimes i mean always I wonder why I never been like them, why I never have a skin like them and WHY and WHY and WHY and another WHY. To be hurt in your heart make you suffering a lot. And I was just like Phew it's hurt ma'am! Tears that I dwelled so much and tears that always flows,  becoming a river tears and what I'm gonna to do right now is BUILD a bridge so that I can survive which in the other word; ME PERSUADE ME
           
                  I'm just tired of hiding, I'm tired for being a loser, I'm SO tired for being a WORST girl and I'm so TIRED and TIRED. 



See you,
WalterJ
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