Oh hi everyone! It's been a very long time isn't it? So much busy with extraordinary life and it is so tiring, honestly. Especially when there's a lot of bad things happened to my country, that is so sad. But, anyway, today I won't write about my country's conditions. Since this is my special comeback, I will write a lot about me, myself & life.

       To say about life, life is always unfair. I know if you could answer me, you'll say OH MAN INDEED SIR. To be honest, I've through a lot of bad things or more informal way, shits do always happens in my life. First thing first, if you're with me since the beginning of my blogpost, you will know & understand how much I love that guy before but then of you keep reading, you'll ask "What?! Gave up?! What happened?!" That's funny isn't it? More funnier when that guy actually likes my best friend. That is so sad. That is hurts. So I back off, you gotta know that and if you do have a best friend, you'll do the best and take a good care of your best friend. It is inevitable! You just cannot, you have to. 

      So that's why, I moved on. To someone that too high standard, too high class, too handsome. While me, Gosh, don't ask, you can tell.. Why do I always tell to others that "Man I tell you, it's impossible. No way for that. Way just no." Because we are like the sea and horizons. The stars and sun. The night and day. We just can't meet to each other. Never meet! OhG I almost forgot that, we're like beauty and the beast! He's beauty & you understand I am as what. 

      My friends always do say, "Joyce, nothing is impossible! "Don't say such things. You guys will make it." Girls, please. I know. Just thank you for that but I know there's no way for that. Just nowadays, I totally down for all things around me. It is a completely lie, if I never jealous with my best friend. Everything she do is just beautiful, perfection. I never get compliment to any of my friend, like seriously. I am serious. If I walk side-by-side with my best friend, all compliments are to her. When peoples walk passing by they will say "Oh, m, you're so pretty" The more hurtful is when I am with my typical friends, looking at my best friend, keep giving out compliment to her. "How fair is her skin!" "Joyce, isn't her beautiful?" SIGH. 

GUYS PLS. I WALK WITH HER EVERYDAY, I'VE KNOWN HER FOR A LONG TIME AND HOW COULD I NOT REALISED THAT SHE'S SO PRETTY? SERIOUSLY, GUYS?!
but I just talk in my heart so no one heard but me.
Of course, I do proud of her. She has grown well. Even my ex-crush like her too. Don't be mad, mei, I love you so!

But I just think I am not in a good luck-way right now. Everything never be alright. My heart speaks a lot, but I only can express this.

   I believe, one day, I will be alright. One day, I will fly out from this unlucky box.


Like what Wu Yi Fan say "Darkness in my eyes but lights up in the sky."
I love you Yifan, your voice is so good. Good luck for you, good luck for me.







Till then,
J

Oh hi everyone! It's been a very long time isn't it? So much busy with extraordinary life and it is so tiring, honestly. Especially when there's a lot of bad things happened to my country, that is so sad. But, anyway, today I won't write about my country's conditions. Since this is my special comeback, I will write a lot about me, myself & life.

       To say about life, life is always unfair. I know if you could answer me, you'll say OH MAN INDEED SIR. To be honest, I've through a lot of bad things or more informal way, shits do always happens in my life. First thing first, if you're with me since the beginning of my blogpost, you will know & understand how much I love that guy before but then of you keep reading, you'll ask "What?! Gave up?! What happened?!" That's funny isn't it? More funnier when that guy actually likes my best friend. That is so sad. That is hurts. So I back off, you gotta know that and if you do have a best friend, you'll do the best and take a good care of your best friend. It is inevitable! You just cannot, you have to. 

      So that's why, I moved on. To someone that too high standard, too high class, too handsome. While me, Gosh, don't ask, you can tell.. Why do I always tell to others that "Man I tell you, it's impossible. No way for that. Way just no." Because we are like the sea and horizons. The stars and sun. The night and day. We just can't meet to each other. Never meet! OhG I almost forgot that, we're like beauty and the beast! He's beauty & you understand I am as what. 

      My friends always do say, "Joyce, nothing is impossible! "Don't say such things. You guys will make it." Girls, please. I know. Just thank you for that but I know there's no way for that. Just nowadays, I totally down for all things around me. It is a completely lie, if I never jealous with my best friend. Everything she do is just beautiful, perfection. I never get compliment to any of my friend, like seriously. I am serious. If I walk side-by-side with my best friend, all compliments are to her. When peoples walk passing by they will say "Oh, m, you're so pretty" The more hurtful is when I am with my typical friends, looking at my best friend, keep giving out compliment to her. "How fair is her skin!" "Joyce, isn't her beautiful?" SIGH. 

GUYS PLS. I WALK WITH HER EVERYDAY, I'VE KNOWN HER FOR A LONG TIME AND HOW COULD I NOT REALISED THAT SHE'S SO PRETTY? SERIOUSLY, GUYS?!
but I just talk in my heart so no one heard but me.
Of course, I do proud of her. She has grown well. Even my ex-crush like her too. Don't be mad, mei, I love you so!

But I just think I am not in a good luck-way right now. Everything never be alright. My heart speaks a lot, but I only can express this.

   I believe, one day, I will be alright. One day, I will fly out from this unlucky box.


Like what Wu Yi Fan say "Darkness in my eyes but lights up in the sky."
I love you Yifan, your voice is so good. Good luck for you, good luck for me.







Till then,
J