Greetings guys, here I am again updating.
    Last week we had a week of holidays, rather than having fun, I'm more to waste my time. So, as time passed, school re-open. I'm having a bright day at school with my cutie bestie and classmates. Through these days I thought I will never bothered with j presence. But too sad, I bothered a lot. Though I looks bright outside, I still doubting my feeling inside. It's not an ordinary feeling for sure, it's a mixed feeling. This feelings that consists of  sad, confuse, wonder & tired.
 
     I have tried a thousand ways to forget him... I said to myself, I must, I should & I have to forget this guy, or your heart will be broken to a million pieces. Gosh, I tell myself I don't want to be broken, seriously. But I wonder.. How to forget him? How could I not care abt him? How could I stop my feeling from keep liking him? How? Yeah, that's the question that keep lingering in my heart & mind.

   To keep this guy throned in my heart was not a day, or a week. It took a very long time. And to forget him? It doesn't take a day or a week or even a month. It's so hard. Never feel this situation? Then you never been deeply in love yet. Don't try it, I tell you. It's hard. It's hurt. And it's pain.

   For all this time, I know he's too good for me. Too good. & even my bestie said like that. "yeah he's too good for you". So I'm telling myself, to have a desire to get him.. That's a stupid idea ever. Because I am a dreamer. Dream never come true. If even it comes true, I will go back to my dream again. What is that mean? Dream NEVER come true. So. He's too good, I'm too bad. Like what my brother said; "Pretty man with pretty girl, ugly with ugly. Don't believe me? Welcome to the world, lady."

  So.


Through all of it, I'm still a DREAMER.






See ya peeps,
Joyce

Greetings guys, here I am again updating.
    Last week we had a week of holidays, rather than having fun, I'm more to waste my time. So, as time passed, school re-open. I'm having a bright day at school with my cutie bestie and classmates. Through these days I thought I will never bothered with j presence. But too sad, I bothered a lot. Though I looks bright outside, I still doubting my feeling inside. It's not an ordinary feeling for sure, it's a mixed feeling. This feelings that consists of  sad, confuse, wonder & tired.
 
     I have tried a thousand ways to forget him... I said to myself, I must, I should & I have to forget this guy, or your heart will be broken to a million pieces. Gosh, I tell myself I don't want to be broken, seriously. But I wonder.. How to forget him? How could I not care abt him? How could I stop my feeling from keep liking him? How? Yeah, that's the question that keep lingering in my heart & mind.

   To keep this guy throned in my heart was not a day, or a week. It took a very long time. And to forget him? It doesn't take a day or a week or even a month. It's so hard. Never feel this situation? Then you never been deeply in love yet. Don't try it, I tell you. It's hard. It's hurt. And it's pain.

   For all this time, I know he's too good for me. Too good. & even my bestie said like that. "yeah he's too good for you". So I'm telling myself, to have a desire to get him.. That's a stupid idea ever. Because I am a dreamer. Dream never come true. If even it comes true, I will go back to my dream again. What is that mean? Dream NEVER come true. So. He's too good, I'm too bad. Like what my brother said; "Pretty man with pretty girl, ugly with ugly. Don't believe me? Welcome to the world, lady."

  So.


Through all of it, I'm still a DREAMER.






See ya peeps,
Joyce